Life is so fragile

Went to the memorial service for the last 3 days... She is so popular among her friends, aunt was surprised to see swamp of people flooding the hall... She really never expected khim to have so many friends. Not only that, we realized that she was respected by so many people. It was sad, for so long, the weather was dry... but the last day it rains... so heavy... guess even heaven pity her.. she is so successful, so young and so pretty... she has got Class...... like what her friend had mention in the ecology, she is someone who is very responsible and she is such a beautiful lady, she is so charming, so confident.... The song by Ken Hirai, Omoi ga kasanaru sono mae ni, her favourite song touched everyone there... Almost all of us cried, including the one who told me, he will be strong as an ox.... how can one hold on to the tears at that kind of atmosphere.... the cries of the nieces, the tears on the parent face and the shivering sister........................ All these reminds me of what happened 5 years ago.. i tried to hold on to my tears too.. cos i am supposed to console the parent as well as him, i have to be strong, but no way..... the music, the crying.. oh gosh... i felt so useless...
Things have finally come to an end... a complete closure... Life still has to go on... we all know, they know, and they will... for the sake of their beloved, charming, kind, confident angel..... Khim..................
Rest in peace.