Wondering??? Pondering???

10 years... So many thing can be done in 10 years time, so many people can be met in 10 years me. A girl will turn into a lady in 10 yrs. I wonder why must one be so "insistant"? (got tis word?).. Shld i salute to ppl like tis? or shld i say she is juz stupid. Why cling on something that do not belong to you or perhap will never be yours? There's other man and obviously this man whom u r in luv and wasted so much time , will never accept u!

Secretly in luv with him since 10 or 11 yrs ago, He likes her as a younger sister but will never love her. guess it's becos of male instinct, all man likes slim and cheerful girls, i was one 10 yrs ago... He told me he is troubled becos he know tis girl likes him, and friends around her tends to make use of the girl's weakness,eg. by helping her to get him out to movie, all 6 of them will tag along and of course she have to pay for them ! Sucks rite.. He wasn't aware initially until one fine day someone blurt out, he don't want her to waste her $ as well as time hence he ask my help to make the girl give up, guess i was playful as well as angry of those "good friends of hers" i said ok. My 1st impression of tis girl.. Sweet looking,easily bullied but was on the "huge" side. She was disappointed when she realised that he brought his "GF" to the show, well she juz has to keep her cool. Frankly speaking, i almost wanted to give up when i see the "disappointment" in her eyes, but he says NO. We were gd actor/actress and by the end of the whole show, she is "beatened".. so the story went on, the prince and princess live together happily!

She NEVER give up, she still remember to get him a amulet every new yr, a small gift every valentine and X'mas, as well as B'day. She will call him, despite that most of the time the conversation end hastily cos he will be watching tv, shopping, having a feast or even on the way to fetch his wife. Guess she must be disappointed, but guess it's fated that since day one when she fall in luv with him, she will be disppointed for the rest of her life if she don't give up. He ever tell her that he is worried that his wife will be angry, but she said she has no friends... she wanted to be friend with his wife, if possible. I've told him, it's her excuse but HE iS SOooo NAIVE.... she is juz using tis method in order to be able to hear his voice and look at him.

10 years..... How can she waste her time tis way? I was angry with him at time cos i felt that he is giving her false hope, but i know he don't have the intention at all. He has done his best by hinting and telling straight, but she jus live in her own castle, weaving her dreams.... perhaps so long she gets to see him once a while, listen to his voice once a while, she is satisfied.