Worries CLE@RED

Finally all my doubts and worries cleared! Phew..... What a relief! But..... I kinda worried tat my dearest hubby would be very disappointed and sad????? Strangely, he became very "attentive" to me lately, all becos of my "false alarm".. i don't mean to.. but the symptoms and signs made me d*mn worried... I know even if i'm NOT, he still cares for me, i never doubt that at all. But it's really Shiok that he will keep asking me what i wanna eat, he will keep pestering me to eat durian <> Oh Gosh, but i never fancy durian before! Well, I'm just a lucky woman... although my hubby is not handsome nor rich, but he loves and care for me! Most importantly, he is matured, he has beginning to be someone responsible, not that he wasn't before, but he is a changed person now.
But i felt so bad, he was happy and i guess he was prepared to be a daddy, he always wanted a bb girls, but all the bills and loans was killing us, that why we dare not even dare to plan of it, perhap..... 2 years later.. hopefully i'm willing to give up the "freedom".

Anyway, will have to reveal the new to him tonight that, Thank God, I'm NOT! I hope he won't proposed to start planning now :(

Phew! It's really damn stressful man.....................