My Dear Junior..

Yesterday took urgent leave... wat to do, cried the whole nite, how to show up at work with "swollen" eyes.. all cos of my bro-in-law, he triggered the sadness in the bottom of our heart. I know he misses him, but... it's bad lor.. I or we believed that it's not good to cry for one who have left us, cos that will make them sad and refuse to move on.. he has suffered this life, having to end his life this way, all i wished was he can go for his reincarnation, go to a better family, and stay safe and happy. When we cry, he will turn back and others will overtake him, then he have to join the queue all over again.. that will drag his time... i don't want that to happen... that's why during "qing ming", June (his b'day), "ghost month" and dec the fateful day we will feel very sad, but have to really control our tears, really no words can describe how we feel all these years.. this year will be the 6th years but it's like yesterday. If he is around, he will be 23.
Nior... we don't cry doesn't mean we have forgotten abt you, u are such an Angel, U will always in our heart and there's no one who can replace you, NEVER.......Just promise me, you will move on... i'm sure God will pitied you and all of us, who have to lose you and i'm sure u will be happier and be safe and healthy in the next life. I wished you can be my Baby, but it's really not the time....wherever u are, Rest in Peace.... Love you, always...