The Value of Friendship - NOTHING!

I'm Boiling and bleeding inside! Sucks! U call tis "friend"? Why make use of me? juz becos I'm close wif "THE MAN".. pls lah.. I don't tink we shld make use of friends around us. I'm like an idiot, trying so hard and cracking my heads to find solution and to see how I can help, yet... all these while, I'm nothing but a FOOL!U r such a hypocrite, when i need help, u volunteer, yet on the other hand u r juz setting a trap waiting for me to jump in, cos u know if i'm in trouble, HE will be there for me.(cum on lah, if i wanna accept his gratititudes, u tink u have a chance to offer me? ) I was so happy & grateful that each time if i got into trouble, u r there offering to help, never did i expect, (Oops, i'm juz too stupid), i shld have realised that whenever i received helps from you, I'LL BE IN DEEPER and STINKIER SH*T, yet i'm so naive to take u as a saviour and was grateful to u.

Don't blame me for showing faces to u last nite, u shld be glad that i didn't tear off the mask on yr face in front of everybody, don't make me do it, don't test me, u know i'll do anything if i'm agitated! That's the END of our friendship! U want HIM to help u? Wait long long...