Tattooed Psycho LAE

I was pretty surprise when i saw his name signed in. So since i'm ere, i don't mind saying hello, then the conversation starts.
He: How r u? how's work? how ST*?
Me: I'm fine and work is still the same, coy still exist. W R U? China? India?
He: I'm in Shanghai, 4mth already, happy working. When u come for holiday, can inform me, can stay in my apt and i'll bring u around..
Me: Oh! That's gd. glad to hear tat. Guess u have no problem adapting.. I guess i won't go china so soon, it's not my fav pl.. i'll prefer japan ( Crap.. i wanna go, but who wanna stay wif him?)
He: I'll be here till end of the yr, got other plan lining.. may go abu dubai n few other places..
Me: Oh tat's gd. there's lot of pretty girls in china too, mayb if u got one whom u wanna settle down, u won't wanna fly around..
He: NOPE, i'm the carefree type... btw erm.... how do you find me?
Me: Oh.. u r a nice guy, u know u r good looking, that y ppl said u look like that "handsome" bollywood actor. (Diplomatic answer)
He: U Don't get me!!!!
Me: What???????
He: I mean.. if i were to ask u out, will u say YES
Me: Oh, why not, just like i do go out lunch wif the guys here, like jalen, like del etc....( Panic sia.. sekali he is in town then how????I wouldn't wanna go out wif him at all)
He: I mean out for a drink then........( then what? must be thinking "dirty".. Psycho) sigh.. i should have ask u out then...
I didn't bother to reply.. act busy lor..
He: I heard abt Antonio, donald is back oso rite?
Me: Oh ya.. donald is on home leave for a mth n he is back now, a changed pax... Ant that casanova, left.. guess u know he drink alot. But it's kinda sad, cos he is a very nice guy
He: Oh ya.. we all know he got this drinking problem.. R u sad that i left..
Me: Why shld i, u have got a better job, so u shld pursue it, furthermore, aunt constance upset everybody, so it's not surprising that u guys wanna leave.
It's abt 5pm....
He: U finish work at 5?
Me: Ya, I have to go, talk to u again.. bye.
He: OK, u take care
That's the conversation between me & him... walau, my lup lup still want me to ask him abt the tattoo on his arm.. xiao ah... so pai seh.. now he is still a bit discreet.. sekali he gila, tot can have cyber sex wif me.. how... I'll delete without second thought man.... but if he don't cross the line, i can still take it as an entertainment... at least if i'm bored i can talk to him lah....

Crazy Jen

I had a great lunch wif Jen @ Jacks place.. not tat the food is wonderful, but the whole session was a good one. We were talking abt our school days, those good times we had. I realised that Jen (hmmm she oso admit lah) fall in love easily during those days.. Crushes, infatuations and admiration.. basically her records was in sec 3/4 she "fell in love" with 3guys.. Pls lah.... worst of all... it's all one-sided love!! those guys didn't reciprocate her love at all... and till today.. i still don't understand why she likes the 3 of em... except for one.. the other 2 can't make it at all. esp that "ah seng"! Waulau.. like bull dog.. I felt like giving him a tight slap everytime i see him.. his face sucks.. ya ya papaya like tat.. always comb his hair to attract attention.. Phui.... Like Sh*t! Oops.. I shouldn't have spoil my image this way... but hahaha until today Jen admit that " It's really a bad choice" hahahaha... both of us burst out after.... Thank God.. she is a changed person now.. she is happily married wif a nice man and they have a boy, or else i will be very busy stopping her from chasing after guys all over the place..
Well, i must admit, i'm pretty low profile (like real) during my school days, at least there are only 4 relationships /Scandals.

1. The NPCC Staff sergeant.. I was secretly in luv wif him for 2.5yrs until i got myself a BF then i realised that he felt the same way too.....sigh.. wrong timing...
2. The BF i've got.. lasted abt 6mth and i have to suffer in agony for 3yrs.... the girls in my class boycotted me....becos they tot i'm the 3rd party.. i mean i mayb lah.. but i wasn't the one who make the iniatiative.
3. My Form teacher.... All my friends and his student thought so... as well as some teacher too... Hmm.. Sorry to have lied for so many years, We were and we did... we are abt 14yrs diff.. we are close, he sayang me alot.. and i tink got a bit sparkle lah... but eeeeeee i cannot imagine lor... but he really got a sexy body... whew....
4. actually there's one, Jen dunno.. heeee.. he is the fairest guy i've seen in school.. thou he a bit "beng" but he actually can study one.. we sort of like one another but sigh.. he "gugu" tot i'm wif my form teacher......Juz met him last mth, still single... darker now!

Hey Jen.. i do agree wif u.. mine was the more exotic ones.. hahahahaha.. cos i got taste mah... i don't fall in love wif "BULL DOGS"!

Thank You!

I went to tis temple at defu lane on sunday.. it's a very old temple..ummm i think at least 50-70yrs i think... since my pa's time. We used to go for "vegetarian" every year during sept"lunar mth" for at least 9days to a month, tis is becos we need to be "clear" in order to receive and send the God to the sea. Really.. all the way to east coast, the medium and helper will bring the statue,walk into the sea and leave it inside, dunno where will it go to lah... Of course, I never make it. It's not easy, only my pa can accomplished the MI! imagine no meat, no egg.. strictly veggie and tofu,taukua.. no way! I hate beans~
I haven't been to the temple for 8years.. eversince my pa died. Juz never tot of going, we used to follow him and send the statue, after that when we go home, there will be tonic chicken soup, for us to gain back the energy~compensation.. i always say.. u guai guai eat veggie for 9 days, then u will get delicious tonic chicken soup!
I dunno why, tis year, i have a very strong feeling and it seems to be telling me " must go to the temple and pray pray"so since day one when i know the anniversary is round the corner, i keep on pestering my hubby to bring me, he say ok. So early in the morning, 8am, i woke up and wash myself then drove straight to the temple, hahaha, i don't even wanna waste time drinking copi! When i reached there, it was CROWED! SOooooo many ppl, mostly old folks.. everything remains the same, just like what i used to see when i was a child. I was very happy, I told the "GOD" that i'm sorry for not coming for the past few years, today i'm back, i pray for my family, my work and i prayed that i can settle all the debts. The prayer was answered last nite, I strike 4d, thou not very big sum, but at least i can settle some of my debts and loan.. I'm grateful.. will be back to the temple tis weekend. I'm grateful that the GOD still loves me.. HE blessed me wif tis some of $ and of course wif happiness... I'm really grateful.

Infinite Link with Married Man

Oh No lah.. tis topic again...can't help it.. seems like I'm linked to so many married man since my teenage time. Let see....
1st) tis quite nice looking car dealer, well. more like my sugar daddy, buys me gifts and nice food, didn't ask anything from me, i guess lah.. I was abt 19 i tink, whereas he is abt 43. anyway, it all stopped when he realised that I am his "friend's GF.. hahaha what a small world, anyway, i wasn't eyeing on him, juz take it as Hmmmm got admirer, why not, i'm not selling my body or soul, juz someone who can click and talk to, that's all.
2nd) tis "Lim" i tink who has 4kids, I know he is not happy with his marriage, looks like his wife is more capable than him, so i guess that brings him down. Ermmm he always sit down quietly and look at me when i work, or wait for me even though i'm late for our "date". call me to tell me abt the unhappiness of his work, and juz chat abt anything. He has a pair of nice eyes, very deep eyes, i shld say, it's tat kind of eyes whereby when u look at him, u will melt! He is abt 35 when i know him. I was a bit interested in him.. but b4 anything could happen, his wife turn up! I don't say he lied to me, cos i nvr ask if he is married. I'm shock, but still can take it. So.. that's the end....
3rd) This sales mgr, who is still in a critical relationship wif his wife when i know him. He is 10yrs older than me, a very matured and handsome man, he is very popular among our female client, whenever he deliver cakes to them, i guess they would imagine him as a piece of delicious tiramisu.. which can melt in the mouth. I have a BF then, but I am naughty, i do flirt around.. not that kind of bimbo who sleep ard of course, I juz young then. He is very gentle and sayang me alot.. he supported me in my work, but he back off when he realised that the French boss is interested in me.. anyway, he is too soft lah.. no sense of security.
Last but not least the man I love most...I know him when i am 16yrs old.. he shld be the first, but there's so much of him, i wanna share, so i keep him last. I was with him from 16-20 until he can't meet my deadline.. I decided to accept another man who is my hubby now. I'm a bad woman.. I had an affair with a married man before. But, NO REGRETS! I fell in love with him the first day i saw him till the day i walk out of him, in fact... till now! I dunno how long will it take for me to forget him.. 10yrs went pass... maybe 20yrs,30yrs,40yrs or Never....
Conclusion: Not all married man are bad.. perhap the time is not rite, they met the wrong woman, took the wrong step and yet met the rite woman at the wrong time....

Married?? Single? Married but available.

Hee.. tis few days since to be "buzzing" on tis topic. Is it better to be married or single? Well it all depends. It's wonderful to be happily married with no worries. At the same time, it's great to be single if u have nice people around you, and of course when u have the money to spend and enjoy life.
S'pore is too stressful, to be married, is not like fairy tales, the prince and princess live happily after. It's a realistic life both need to face. worst when we plan to set up a "complete" family, we have to be both financial and mentally prepared. It's not easy to have kids here.. $$$!
I'm married, wif a man who loves me.. what else can i expect? there's always ups and downs in life, we can't condemn a person juz becos of his downfall. I've enjoyed before, so what's the problem of a little suffering right now. We have to be fair, isn't it? But we are juz human being, it's natural when we turn 2b greedy at times.. the sweets in our friend's bowl is always tot to be sweeter, until we got hold and tasted it, then will we realised, it's the same.... cos heaven is fair!
I wouldn't enjoy if I have a rich BF but i have to share wif others, worst, If i cried more than I enjoy myself wif him, then i will rather be alone forever. It's good to have someone we love but it's would be better to have someone who love us! LOVE MUST BE RECIPROCATED then there will be HAPPINESS!!!