Infinite Link with Married Man

Oh No lah.. tis topic again...can't help it.. seems like I'm linked to so many married man since my teenage time. Let see....
1st) tis quite nice looking car dealer, well. more like my sugar daddy, buys me gifts and nice food, didn't ask anything from me, i guess lah.. I was abt 19 i tink, whereas he is abt 43. anyway, it all stopped when he realised that I am his "friend's GF.. hahaha what a small world, anyway, i wasn't eyeing on him, juz take it as Hmmmm got admirer, why not, i'm not selling my body or soul, juz someone who can click and talk to, that's all.
2nd) tis "Lim" i tink who has 4kids, I know he is not happy with his marriage, looks like his wife is more capable than him, so i guess that brings him down. Ermmm he always sit down quietly and look at me when i work, or wait for me even though i'm late for our "date". call me to tell me abt the unhappiness of his work, and juz chat abt anything. He has a pair of nice eyes, very deep eyes, i shld say, it's tat kind of eyes whereby when u look at him, u will melt! He is abt 35 when i know him. I was a bit interested in him.. but b4 anything could happen, his wife turn up! I don't say he lied to me, cos i nvr ask if he is married. I'm shock, but still can take it. So.. that's the end....
3rd) This sales mgr, who is still in a critical relationship wif his wife when i know him. He is 10yrs older than me, a very matured and handsome man, he is very popular among our female client, whenever he deliver cakes to them, i guess they would imagine him as a piece of delicious tiramisu.. which can melt in the mouth. I have a BF then, but I am naughty, i do flirt around.. not that kind of bimbo who sleep ard of course, I juz young then. He is very gentle and sayang me alot.. he supported me in my work, but he back off when he realised that the French boss is interested in me.. anyway, he is too soft lah.. no sense of security.
Last but not least the man I love most...I know him when i am 16yrs old.. he shld be the first, but there's so much of him, i wanna share, so i keep him last. I was with him from 16-20 until he can't meet my deadline.. I decided to accept another man who is my hubby now. I'm a bad woman.. I had an affair with a married man before. But, NO REGRETS! I fell in love with him the first day i saw him till the day i walk out of him, in fact... till now! I dunno how long will it take for me to forget him.. 10yrs went pass... maybe 20yrs,30yrs,40yrs or Never....
Conclusion: Not all married man are bad.. perhap the time is not rite, they met the wrong woman, took the wrong step and yet met the rite woman at the wrong time....