Why

I still remember the b'day 2 years ago, last week i digged the CD from the drawer and spend the night watching. It's was taken on my b'day party, everybody had fun on that night, especially him and myself, the sticky chocolate on our face, the giggling and fun we had was really unforgettable.

But... what went wrong? When was the last time we exchange SMSes.. when was the last time we spoke.. Months and months ago.. I was sad and disappointed becos i thought i would at least receive a sms greeting from you.. i waited and waited in vain... I was happy to see you that day, but as friends are greeting me "happy belated b'day", u were there with her, but nothing come out from you.. u know how hurt i am.. what can i do, i just look away..

Becos of the songs you sent to me.. i'm like a mad woman, running to the cafe, go to the net just to find the meaning... why, of all songs, you send the 2 to me.. though i have already got them on my phone.. i still keep the one you give me and deleted what i have. I didn't tell you i like Ken Hirai, I've never told you before, and why don't you talk to me, why just send the songs thru bluetooth.. can't we talk? I know she's there, so what?
I would rather you don't send the songs to me, i wish we could spend our time chit chatting, gossiping, teasing the 7-11 guys, share our gummy and share our secrets. I don't want the songs at all!
After finding the meaning, i dunno if i should be happy or sad.. I really dunno...
Hitomi wo Tojite & omoi ga kasanaru sono mae ni...

31st Birthday.. Alamak...

It's my birthday last week.. i'm glad that all my friends remembered my b'day. I celebrated with all my friends and loved ones. I would like to address my thanks to the following people in my life:

Uncle Chan, Thanks for the seven dwarf gift set, I'm so touched that you actually went around searching for it in the states and even ask your sister to search for it in HK and had it deliver to my doorstep.
Doreen, thanks for the buffet and brooch, it's lovely!
Jolyn & Sharon, thanks for the wonderful lunch and time chatting.
Adik, Thanks for the coffee and cakes of course, the wonderful poster!
Jen, thank you for the superb dinner, cakesa & gift.
Jacques, Thanks for everything.
Ben, Chris, Thomas, Alvin and my dear Hubby, thanks for the dinner and wine and of course the cakes with 31 candles :(
Of course those friends and colleague who send me sms as early as 4am... THANK YOU.

I'm A LUCKY Woman

I'm one lucky woman.. I just got a KISS from my Cute Del Del.. haha.. instructed by Rob.. so sweet of them.. One was my EX, one is my existing boy.. so sweet.. so what is promotion.. i can't be bother.. i'm happy to have them... It's really brighten up my day.

PrOmOtiOn = D_i_s_a_p_p_o_i_n_t_m_e_n_t

Sigh.... I thought my ex-boss is trying to create troubles and problem between me and my existing bosses, never did i expect it to be True.. they really push for my p_r_o_m_o_t_i_o_n... but..... as usual, i think they are just too late... too LATE!
Yesterday MI called, told me to look out for his letter, promotion letter, but it's nowhere to be seen, so i told him be patient. I wasn't expecting mine, cos nobody told me anything at all. But for him, it's different, boss told him he will be promoted together with Ed and a few more guys, so at least they have something to look forward to. I think they really deserve it. For me, i'll be happy to get good bonus and increment, designation doesn't mean anything to me.

But... Mr persistence came to me this morning, apologised... he said he wrote in for my promotion together with the rest of the guys, but somehow it was rejected. NOBODY informed him and NOBODY is aware of WHO rejected it???? Meaning.. It's was not processed at all! He spoke to our HR dept, and they ask him to appeal, he did so now waiting for the outcome. He ask me to be patient :( i can see that he feel very pai seh about it. But he really don't have to. Since i'm not aware, i don't feel that... bad about it, but the rest of my bros.. I really dunno..
Have i ever being impatient about promotion??? I think i never ask for it at all!!!! where got people so thick skinned, self recommend to be promoted.. aiyo.. i dare not man...

Well, life goes on....

My philosophy = I'll rather be a receptionist earning 3K, then a manager making 1K per month.

Birthday & Increment

Time flies... i'll be celebrating my 31st B'day next week... 31st leh... Eeeeeee Yucks.. the feeling sucks. I've been repeating " oh no.. i'll be 31, 31,31,31,31" Frankly speaking, it's not a great feeling. Anyway, i can foresee very soon, i'll be 35, 40 ,45, etc.... but of course, life goes on.. quote what my colleague say " everyone will go thru this stage, just be happy, i'm 35, i'll be 40 before you"
My Chubby aussie uncle is the best, he say " Wow.. 31 you don't look like one"( Thank you for your compliment... you too don't look like 90kg)
This month is also the annual increment time... Well, we roughly know the quantum, not fantastic at all, better than nothing ( typical s'porean.. give or don't give, we will still complain) An idiot who go around borrowing $ said i'll be promoted for sure ( Thank you lah) becos the bosses sayang me.. Sucks rite, that's the most humilating part, but seems like i very suay, eveytime give the kind of impression to others.. what is wrong with the bosses sayang me, I DON"T GO TO BED WITH ANYONE (except my hubby at home).. I try to give my best in whatever i do, since my bosses are nice to me, i'll be nice to them too. I don't need any promotion at all.. cos i don't like my job at all!
Sigh.... that's life.. there's always people who like you and hates you.. it's ok for me lah. As far as i know, there's still many out there who likes me lah..( can see from the tight schedule i'll be having).
19th - Dinner with Annie
20th - Dinner with Jen
21st - Dinner with Dor
22nd - Family dinner
23rd - Dinner with Hubby
24th - Lunch with Steph, Dinner with Teresa
25th - Dinner with Jacques

p.s: Khoofy, thanks for the treat. That "ah Heng" out there, very good.. ROM kept quiet, still wanna lie to us.. we'll settle with you when we meet in Aug.