Why

I still remember the b'day 2 years ago, last week i digged the CD from the drawer and spend the night watching. It's was taken on my b'day party, everybody had fun on that night, especially him and myself, the sticky chocolate on our face, the giggling and fun we had was really unforgettable.

But... what went wrong? When was the last time we exchange SMSes.. when was the last time we spoke.. Months and months ago.. I was sad and disappointed becos i thought i would at least receive a sms greeting from you.. i waited and waited in vain... I was happy to see you that day, but as friends are greeting me "happy belated b'day", u were there with her, but nothing come out from you.. u know how hurt i am.. what can i do, i just look away..

Becos of the songs you sent to me.. i'm like a mad woman, running to the cafe, go to the net just to find the meaning... why, of all songs, you send the 2 to me.. though i have already got them on my phone.. i still keep the one you give me and deleted what i have. I didn't tell you i like Ken Hirai, I've never told you before, and why don't you talk to me, why just send the songs thru bluetooth.. can't we talk? I know she's there, so what?
I would rather you don't send the songs to me, i wish we could spend our time chit chatting, gossiping, teasing the 7-11 guys, share our gummy and share our secrets. I don't want the songs at all!
After finding the meaning, i dunno if i should be happy or sad.. I really dunno...
Hitomi wo Tojite & omoi ga kasanaru sono mae ni...