Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Where Are you?

Where are you? James text me, he was worried.

He said in his sms" Hey girl, u know where's Jacques? He missed our weekly lunch and couldn't get him thru phone, went to the club, nobody know where he was, went to his house, the guard say have not seen him for a week, maybe went back to paris" It's not Jacques, he will not behave this way, what happened during the makan session betweeen the 2 0f you? He was so depressed that nite and he said he break your trust? What's wrong?

Now my turn to worry... where are you? Why didn't you reply to our sms, i drop an email to you why no reply? Obviously, u didn't open the e-card i sent to you. I guessed u have read my blog rite? U know why i give u the password for the blog, i just want you to know how i feel. I don't want to lose a friend, U still care for me rite? I know everytime when i needs you, u will be there for me. Where are you?

You have my Trust since day one, now and forever.

Thursday, October 05, 2006

Can we be friends again? Just Friends.. forget about what had happened.

I thought we were just friends? Best friend.No sex, no lust, no passion, no secret dreams and desires, just friends.
Yet things changed and all of a sudden I know I'm going to lose you.

True friendship requires shared experiences where trust and loyalty are proven over time. I know It is especially challenging in the male-female relations. A rapport between two people is influenced by certain conditions that determine its success or failure. The process is largely based on behaviors, reactions, and coincidences.


Friendship is one soul in two bodies. Friendship between a man and a woman is like a walk along a very narrow land separating the bay, of knowing one from the ocean of love.
10 years.. if you can do it for the past 10 years why ruin it. It is a mystery how it happens, I want an answer where there are no answers. What went wrong? You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to things you don't want to feel, but that's really not what I want.
Can we be friends again????