Gone with the wind

He took the flight this afternoon to pursue his dream - Monkhood! Yes.. To be a Monk is always what he want. Weird rite.. Usually when we write composition, we will say - When i grow up, I want to be a doctor / teacher / pilot / policeman etc... Nope.. he actually wanna be a MONK! So noble... When everybody read the "Playboy" magazine in their 20s / 30s, he read thru the 1000pages of Buddhist studies.It's all predestined i tink. Anyway, He's gone, but it's only a short term, like 2 weeks.. I know he wanted to go for good, but his MUM needs him, who knows, maybe SHE needs him too, the devotees from the temple need him etc... EVERYBODY needs him except ME!

After i made a fool of myself the night before, I still drop him a message last nite around 9pm. i dare not speak to him..It's so embarrassing.. it's a simple message { Safe Trip and Take Care}. He didn't reply.. It's not him.. usually he will.. so i waited.. 9.30..10..10.30...11..11.30..12am and so on.... Nothing from him. Well, not as if he is not coming back.. he'll be back 2weeks later.. so long as he is safe....

He reply around 11.50, before he board his flight at 12. He said : Thank you. I will take care and YOU TOO... I'll be back very soon... Sorry.. Shouldn't shout at U... Dunno what's wrong wif me.. I tot you'll be sending us? Don't miss me too much.. I can't miss you, lots of mediatation to do.. take care.

So U actually wanted be to send you off... why should I. She is going with you too.. why make a fool of myself then. I've packed all the things in a box, once meng return me the bag, i'll be able to return all the things to you. I won't throw them away, if u don't want, then you throw it.. you are the owner, i'm just NOBODY.