I treasured everything from you - Mind you!

I stupid! I'm really stupid.... I have lots of thing from him at home, which supposingly i wanna return to him, but.. just can't bring myself to do so. Why? few possibilities -

1. by using it as an excuse to see him again.


2. when i look at the things or listen to the songs, i can recall all the happy moment spent with him


3. they belong to him, it's as good as i share a part in his life.

There's this pouch which i just pass casual remarks that it's nice, he gave it to me without second thought. It's suppose to be a pair, he have the other one. Then yesterday, i dunno why he was so pissed, he called me. Yes he called again.. thank God i didn't spill the soup or burn the kitchen.

F : If you no longer like the things I've given to you, then throw away. Don't give it away, THROW!

Me : HUH ?? What talking you again Mr F!

F: The pouch, which was in pair, I have one and you got the other one, why is it with Meng, he said you pass it to him cos he likes it and he is going to take the same flight with me to BBK using MY BAG! If i'm not wrong, this isn't the 1st time he is using it.

Me: Hello, He called, ask me to lend him the pouch. He wanted to get one, couldn't find. Yes he likes it, but i will never give it to him or anyone, i don't even wanna use it cos i don't wanna spoil it, becos it's from you to me!

Oops... S**T.. so malu...

F: ...................................

Me: Sorry, I need to hang up the phone.

ALAMAK.... malu sia... what am i doing...