My Chinese New Year

The CNY was a busy one. i shall summarised it then ...

17/2 ( eve) Went to my sister's place, pray my dad, had reunion lunch with her family. Went compass point do last minute shopping.

18/2 ( 1st day of CNY) Went to his parent's place, tot could avoid the crowd, yet still met all of em there. The nieces & nephew were all happy.. after so many years, Finally, rec's ang pow from him. Even make arrangement, wanna come over to my place.. aiyo... tat means must tidy up again ( in fact very neat & clean, credits goes to my hubby lah). Oh ya, my sister & nephew together with his group of friends came over to my side, stay till about 4 am. What else can we do, play card lor..

19/2 ( 2nd day of CNY) went to the temple, pray pray then proceed to my sister's place, all of us will gather there, makan, play cards, play majong etc... Very happy, the kids are all very well behaved today ( Surprised!) usually someone will throw tantrum or they will fight, yet surprisingly they were all smiling and enjoying themselves. We had steamboat, all the 4 of us help to prepare, so fun, like playing "masak", hee... those were the days.. Wait.. i think they have never play with me when i was young, we were too far apart( age gap).. anyway, they dotes on me, no doubt.

20/2 ( 3rd day CNY) His parent, sisters, brothers and nephews & nieces came, along were 2 of our "grand niece and grand nephew! Yes, his nephew & nieces were married and have babies.. so that made the 2 of us grand uncle & aunty! Sounds so old rite, but in fact we were both very young only. I bought some tim sum for them & glad, that all Cleared. They stay about an hour before going to their uncle's place at hougang.

That's it.. I'm down with fever, sore throat, flu, and headache since last friday, oh gosh.. i agreed with my hubby, too much bak gua, tarts, choco and cold drink.. not enough intake of plain water.. so sick... i hate coughing, expecially at nite, can't sleep at all... I think i lost some weight... hmmmm... 100gram i think.. hahaha, i really don't mind losing some more, but hopefully not due to the stupid cough..

Valentine's Day

Valentine's Day..

I just received a sms 5 min ago, a greeting from somebody.. so sweet of him. (Happy Valentine's Day to you too, my dear…)

It reminds me of the message I've got from HIM.

I received HIS message last nite at 12midnight. But I only get to read it this morning at 6am.. Sh*t.. I should have know he will send, I shouldn't have off my HP last nite, but I went to bed at 11.30pm, so I will still missed it.. I thought HE won't bother to send, but he did, like what he have been doing since 14th February 2004… I thought he won't be bother, perhap he have sent it to the wrong girl.. I didn't reply, what if he don't mean to send to me, what if he sent the wrong person, what if it's doesn’t mean anything at all…. What if….. Anyway I'm not going down HQ tonight, I won't get to see him, I don't need to see him, I shall go back for my Chilled Beer and rest early, then Valentine day will be over VERY SOON.

Mr Singapore 2007 hahahahahah

Thanks to all my colleague to make this happen..

1. Mr mysterious for taking this picture
2. Smiley. He contributed by telling me there's this pic in the coy camera, after seeing me trying so hard to take his pic secretly. Since i dun have the cable, he is so sweet, he stop his work & remove the cable for me.. too late..
3. Khalil for teaching me i shld on my video so i can have more choice of the angle
4. Ah mi, for telling me i can act as if i'm writing a sms and Just Do it!
5. Carl, for sending me the pic since he have them saved inside his pic.. he even named him Mr Singapore 2007 ( Sleepy beau)

His a joker.. really... no words can describe him.. It's 1530hr & he is in the office happily taking his nap! waulau...

Sorry.. but she's a hooker

I've never come across such a stupid rich man! Mind you, for all you know she's a hooker ( sorry, i don't mean to look down on anybody.. read more & find out)

Ok.. this friend of mind, now marriage on the rock cos someone, a PI, yes a PI engaged by the 3rd party's man! messy.. ok this involved peoples:

1. My friend, Tak
2. His wife, sally ( housewife)
3. The hooker
4. the rich man
5. the PI

The story goes.. hooker was kept by the rich man, but though being kept, she still work in the lounge opened by Tak & his friends.. she took a liking on Tak, they kiss, they hugged, and dunno what else, i dunno the details & not interested. This rich man knowing that hooker hanky panky, got a PI to take pictures of them together, worst send it to Tak's house and created HAVOC... now sally was so angry, but being a housewife, she dare not say she wanna divorced. Tak know he is at fault, now trying very hard to make up.. we shall see if he is capable, i bet he can and he they will be fine.

Weird rite? PI to check on a hooker, I wanna laugh, not as if Tak is brad pitt or Andy Lau and Paparazzi wanna catch them "live" on TV.. And what kind of Rich man are you.. hahaha.. if you are damn filthy rich, why don't you give that hooker $3,000 per month, ask her to stay at home be a tai-tai, she will be happy to get good $$ & yet serve one man.. please lor, if you love her so much and you are so rich, she don't have to work lah.. Shame on you, worst.. haha.. u never know when will someone take pictures of you & that hooker, send it to your house.. don't forget you too, have a wife... gila.. give me the $ if you dunno how to spend it.. donate to Red cross and they will even give you a BIG THANK YOU card. Silly man...

Superman and smiley

Oh ya, thanks to adik, i feel so much better after i read about those thing she wrote on Superman & smiley.. hahaha.. i can't tahan & burst out laughing.. it's still so funny despite it's an old story, it's really funny lor.. never know tat history can be so fun and interesting ;) oh ya, the credits goes to the writer

Juz curious, you wrote that u miss Greg... hahaha.. he will be so touched if he gets to read that.. hahaa.. i'm sure you mean it THAT time when u wrote it... as for now.. heeeeee...

Sad & miserable nite

Sucks... It's 2210hr now and i'm sitting in an internet cafe, all by myself, sad life right? I tink so.. when everybody are having fun at our gathering point,hmmm i dunno if they are having fun, i dun wanna know & i can't be bother. All becos of one woman, the one whom i can't stand the sight of.. i wanna puke when i look at her, so faked. I know she won't bother to come if it's not cos His back, yes, he came back on tue, i was here, and i was surprised to see him, cos i'm not aware of his return, i didn't ask, what's the point. He seems happy that day, he did try to chat, but i shunned him off by reading my story book, it ain't interesting, but i juz dun wanna talk, dunno why... he ask if i missed him, i gave him a "stare" yes! How can you ask your friend's wif if she miss you, you crazy is it? So what if she say Yes, what can you do? Please lor, don't stir sh*t in my life, i wanna lead a happy life, not the kind of miserable life both of you have.. i'm not interested.

The moment when i saw them, all my mood gone.. i don' expect em to be ere, what the heck are ey doing ere? ey don't appear usually? Sigh... suay... to see em.. the look on their face sucks.. so black, must have irritated him again, better get away from these 2 clowns. i just get out of the car, told my hubby i need to catch a breather, i need a walk, heavy dinner, but it's already so late, the shopping mall is closed, where can i go? Thank God, there's this "hidding" place for me.

The feeling of running away from him gets stronger day after day, i dun even wanna talk to him, feel like deleting his no from my phone, i admit i'm a loser, i didn't pluck up the courage to delete all his smses, yes, i still keep em, in my old phone, i tried, but i can't.. i know somehow i will do so.. maybe when ey decided to get married... maybe.. hope the day will come soon..

Teacher-Student Love

It all started when we have our oral exam, all the teacher will be sitting in the hall and we can choose to walk to anyone for our oral, i didn't choose him. I can see he is surprised that i went over to Ms Lim instead. I have my reason not to,i don't feel good, I don't want people to feel that I'll pass with flying colours becos of him... Ridzuan even commented that " When stupidity is concern, It's you" All of them felt i shld go to him if i wanna get good grades, I don't feel good when friends pass that kind of comment, so i decided to walk home alone, then i saw him at the carpark, he offer to give me a ride... haha.. that's when "love" started.. that's the day...

He ask me too, why didn't i go to him.. I told him the same thing, he is very happy, cos he feel the same way too.. luckily i didn't go to him, he said " when it comes to you, I can never be fair" Huh... I know i blushed! We had a long chat in the car and he gave me his phone no and i gave him mine. He ask if i'll be going to Celine's b'day party, cos she invited him, I told him yes and he say he will pick me up on sat at 5.30pm then we will get the present together. haha, so happy... i was counting down and got myself ready at 5pm on that day. we bought a bottle of perfume for her and by the time we reached the chalet, all our classmates were there and started to make funny noice and whistling at us, cos we are wearing the same colour scheme, it's was so embarrassing, but no doubt, i can still remember how happy i was on that nite. When Jen ask if there's something going on between the 2 of us, i remembered i said " No lah, crazy ah.. he just dunno wat to buy, so we went together, he is our teacher leh.. xiao ah" Jen said " You never know, go lah, go for a walk wif him, sekali you can get a kiss from him" "waulau... xiao char bor "

We excused ourselve after the cake cutting session,we didn't go home, instead we went for a walk. We had a good chat, he ask if i have a boyfriend? He tot the guy who always look for me is my BF, and once he tot my buddy, Duoyi was my BF too.. of course NOT! they are just my good friends, i have lots of guy friend in school. No wonder, he always pick on duoyi, no wonder he make that poor alvin so embarrassed in front of the whole class.. He ask me about the enmity between me & poh kim, so i told him the whole story. Guess what he say? He said " If i were to be your boyfriend, do you think she will give u problem? Do you think we can be together? I know i'm very much older than you, but i know you are different from the girls, hmm... can? But if we were together, we can't tell people around us, not until you have graduated, is it ok for you? I know it sounds unreasonable". I was so SHOCKED and i went dumb! I stupidly ask for a few more days before i give him the answer.

I couldn't sleep the whole nite, I think i'm flying.. I even call Jen middle of the nite to share the news with her, i know she will keep to herself, i know i can trust her! I've never imagine... My teacher = My boyfriend, my steady! hahaha...

And... YES... i say yes after 3 days... and we were together for about 6`9months until i have decided to choose someone else. If i can turn back the clock, I'll know who to choose, and i'll not hurt Ho as well as myself and "that man", beocs of a wrong decision, 3 people were hurt. That's Life.. it's important to make the right decision, one step wrong and that's it!

Forbidden Love

Teacher-student relationship.. Hmmm..that reminds me of Mr Ho, my ex BF cum form teacher who have a very nice V-shaped body. He is a swimmer and that explain why he have such a nice figure. He carries himself very well with branded clothing and nice perfume, from far, we will "scent" his appearance. He is about 30 then, 14yrs older than me.. But i don't mind, cos i like older man.. hahaha. It juz happen so naturally, me, as a class monitress, always been called to assist him in taking down attendance and running errands for him, i think he did it on purpose, cos we have a monitor too, but he don't have to do anything. I think he plays favouritism and it was so obvious, i remember one incident when we have no class, but not suppose to get out of the school, I went out wif groups of malay girls to A&W and on the bus i met the other group of girls who NEVER like me (ok lah, reason being i'm her love rival in sec 2), i'm not worried cos i doubt they will complain about me and, guess they too, know that i won't complain too. Yet... on their way back to the school they were caught by our chinese teacher, Mdm Ng.. Gosh.. that Poh Kim, she actually told Mdm Ng " Our MONITRESS went out too, why you only issue warning letter to us" Omigod! LUCKILY Mr Ho & Mdm Ng, found me at the school library ( Me lucky, knew they were caught, action read books at the library), asked me if i did went out, of course i denied, cos they found me in the library! So i'm safe as well as my groups of girls. Poh kim and her gang was served a warning letter! Phew... And of course she will hate me more! You tink Mr Ho really don't know, he ask me to his side give me a wink! So from that day onward, i try not to, cos i know i won't be lucky forever. After the incident, guessed Poh Kim's girls know better who is the "boss" and they tried to befriend me, chay... I can't be bothered, i have suffered for 2years, I know how hyprocrite they were. Classmates started calling me Mrs Ho, they always teased me, saying when the 2 of us were talking, so closely ( from the backview, it looks as if we were "kissing" and worst, once he he went for a competition and did not come to school for a week, 2 of the relief teacher teased me too, that "bulldog" said " O' you all were sooo Lucky to have such a handsome teacher, rite... monitress"? Huh... aiyo, so shy... i think i did blushed! Then the other Ms Fang said " Wow, i'll be relieving your form teacher for 3 days, monitress, you'll be ok"? huh... again... aiyo... so embarrassing... I was so lost when he's not around, i've been turning around, searching for his car in the carpark... in vain... then that morning when we were having our assembly, i was right behind the queue, day dreaming.. when suddenly this familiar scent came from my back I turn and i saw him, I was VERY HAPPY, i know and he too, gave me a broad smile,came to my side and stand beside me.. I know, I'll be happy the whole day! heeee..

Busy Day

I'm so busy today, not about work lah... I met up with GF who have left the coy for a drink. It's nice of him to call me for a drink. He is now working at nigeria and is having his 6weeks of holiday. He went back to London then came over to meet his girfriend. So sweet right, his Girl will visit him at London next month or so. Long Distant Love.. Very good... If only they can maintain as it's not easy. Heard the biggest joke from him, he told me the man who was so close to me was VERY happy that he was PrOmOtEd? Huh? not that i know of leh.. anyway, I shall keep a secret for him, so malu if i were to tell him, he bullsh*t only. Sigh... why like that. how big is this place? Don't be naive, I wonder how will he react if he know i meet up with GF. shld i make him malu? aiyo, don't lah..

Then Meet up my best friend Jen for lunch.. sigh.. she's a headache. Out of job, but not very keen in looking for one, anyway, if only she can cope, i won't nag, end of the day her hubby just have to slog like a cow lor, if they don't mind that kind of life.

Now, just went thru an orientation for a new guy,he is a singh, ok, not bad looking, can speak well, hope can work too and no nonsense. Graham was smiling ( blushed) when i was repeating those routine "lines" i did for new staff.. haha.. think of it, i also wanna laugh, everytime say the same thing... But, how big is the place? It's not as if we are at sentosa, so many places of interest.

Hugh Epok Epok

Can you imagine it... the difference between the normal epok epok and the HUGH one ghazali bought for us! I always call him King Kong and i don't do it for no reason!