Teacher-Student Love

It all started when we have our oral exam, all the teacher will be sitting in the hall and we can choose to walk to anyone for our oral, i didn't choose him. I can see he is surprised that i went over to Ms Lim instead. I have my reason not to,i don't feel good, I don't want people to feel that I'll pass with flying colours becos of him... Ridzuan even commented that " When stupidity is concern, It's you" All of them felt i shld go to him if i wanna get good grades, I don't feel good when friends pass that kind of comment, so i decided to walk home alone, then i saw him at the carpark, he offer to give me a ride... haha.. that's when "love" started.. that's the day...

He ask me too, why didn't i go to him.. I told him the same thing, he is very happy, cos he feel the same way too.. luckily i didn't go to him, he said " when it comes to you, I can never be fair" Huh... I know i blushed! We had a long chat in the car and he gave me his phone no and i gave him mine. He ask if i'll be going to Celine's b'day party, cos she invited him, I told him yes and he say he will pick me up on sat at 5.30pm then we will get the present together. haha, so happy... i was counting down and got myself ready at 5pm on that day. we bought a bottle of perfume for her and by the time we reached the chalet, all our classmates were there and started to make funny noice and whistling at us, cos we are wearing the same colour scheme, it's was so embarrassing, but no doubt, i can still remember how happy i was on that nite. When Jen ask if there's something going on between the 2 of us, i remembered i said " No lah, crazy ah.. he just dunno wat to buy, so we went together, he is our teacher leh.. xiao ah" Jen said " You never know, go lah, go for a walk wif him, sekali you can get a kiss from him" "waulau... xiao char bor "

We excused ourselve after the cake cutting session,we didn't go home, instead we went for a walk. We had a good chat, he ask if i have a boyfriend? He tot the guy who always look for me is my BF, and once he tot my buddy, Duoyi was my BF too.. of course NOT! they are just my good friends, i have lots of guy friend in school. No wonder, he always pick on duoyi, no wonder he make that poor alvin so embarrassed in front of the whole class.. He ask me about the enmity between me & poh kim, so i told him the whole story. Guess what he say? He said " If i were to be your boyfriend, do you think she will give u problem? Do you think we can be together? I know i'm very much older than you, but i know you are different from the girls, hmm... can? But if we were together, we can't tell people around us, not until you have graduated, is it ok for you? I know it sounds unreasonable". I was so SHOCKED and i went dumb! I stupidly ask for a few more days before i give him the answer.

I couldn't sleep the whole nite, I think i'm flying.. I even call Jen middle of the nite to share the news with her, i know she will keep to herself, i know i can trust her! I've never imagine... My teacher = My boyfriend, my steady! hahaha...

And... YES... i say yes after 3 days... and we were together for about 6`9months until i have decided to choose someone else. If i can turn back the clock, I'll know who to choose, and i'll not hurt Ho as well as myself and "that man", beocs of a wrong decision, 3 people were hurt. That's Life.. it's important to make the right decision, one step wrong and that's it!