It's so Painful

I shouldn't have read the paper in the bus.. No.. i shouldn't have buy the paper at all. I just couldn't control my tears from rolling down... from airport to Punggol.. i tried.. but it just refused to go away.. i couldn't control myself too. By the time i reached home, i just burst out and guess.. he had a shocked!

I read about the boy who died in an accident, right in front of his aunty, in the hug of his mum. His mum tried to do CPR for him... in vain... he didn't make it. Oh gosh... I know the pain.. it's so helpless, you just see your loved ones died.. yet there's nothing you can do.. really.. in fact you are numb.. you don't know what can you do.. and for all you know you will be screaming and screaming till you are completely NUMBED...

No way that time will healed... no way.... it's a kind of torment which will be torturing you... for life.....