Just Another Disapointment... Again

I know it's Another false hope again… though I'm already prepared for it and have actually anticipated the outcome before he told me the news.I just know how it will turn out to.. In fact it's just Another round of disappointment that's all… well just suay lor always kena me.. I dare not say that I deserved it, but somehow I'll feel better if no one tells me before it's finalised. let me know until the day comes..
Though I've already know what the outcome might be, still it doesn't feel good.. Again…. Why So suay… It was like that last year.. this year again… Anyway, He have not break this piece of bad new to me, but I know by the time I finish blogging about it, he will call for me and break the news to me. Well, I know it’s not easy for him too, he is stucked in the middle too, there's nothing much he can do , it's the Company Policy, so what can he do? But I swear, I don’t blame him at all, I didn’t blame them last year, nor will I do it this year. In fact, I should thank them, at least they appreciate lor… Thank you hor, Young and old man of course and the Older man too!
Thanks ya! Just give me the $$, that's my greatest motivation!
It's Okie.. Tomorrow / Next Year Will Be Better…