Utterly Disappointment

I have deleted that number 2 days ago, but since it’s such a familiar number for me for the past few years, I simply can memorised it, so there’s no problem when a loving father ask me for the favor to drop him a sms, hopefully he can do a prayer for his baby, there’s no reason for me to say "NO".
Sadly, I shouldn’t have sent that sms, of course he have no time for all these. He is too busy with his coming wedding and so on so forth.. But I just want to make it very clear that it’s for the sake of a baby and I’m just doing something for the worried parent and I believe anyone who is sympathetic enough, will try his best to help. Anyway, guess I’ve known him too well, in fact I didn’t expect to have a reply from him, I just have a feeling he will not be bothered.
Only GOD knows, the reason why I’m doing all these, despite knowing it might be another disappointment.
It’s alright, I believe after all these while in the temple, I’ve learnt a little, at least the simplest prayer. I know GOD will help the poor parent and God will get the message and our prayers will be heard.
God, please forgive me for lying to the poor father that I’ve got someone to do the prayers for him, I really don’t know how to tell him that person whom we trusted have disappointed us, again.
Mr Chan, I just want you to know you are a REAL DISAPPOINTMENT.The day will come when God will tell you how to be a good father.