Thanks for everything

Thanks for being sensitive for once. At least I know you did try to make an effort to cheer me up.

That Bull dog BARKING again..

I'm sorry if I have to call you names, but you are really very unreasonable.. all becos of the audit tmrw! You have been unreasonable! You know nothing and yet you bark around! Sucks! What the hell! It's being stupid to call every single dept just to check some stupid notes and CD. I felt I have helped enough and I don't care how you think. Yes lah, you are always right and all of us, including the one fighting the war with you too.. Not only i don't feel good, he too.. (Hmm.. that "Machine Gun" lah.. He too raised his voice at him.. )Hello.. give some face lah, if you don't give people the respect, you think others will respect you from the bottom of their heart? Time to action, NO Action.. time to stick your A** on your seat, you run around barking.. Hello.. nobody gonna look up on you! Shame on you..

Now.. After the gigantic epok epok~~

The pathetic $plant is mine...

Wow hahaha.. Huge money Plant right!! My colleague got it for me from somewhere! This kind indian man who keeps the gigantic plant saw mine and he cut one of his to get my colleague to bring back to show me ~~ THE REAL MONEY PLANT! I had a shock when i saw it and I can't help but burst into laughter! Everyone who walk past my place had their mouth wide open!

This is such an interesting place, I found gigantic curry epok epok and now money plant! Going to bet on the tractor no, who know's it might brings me luck$.

PS: Now that fellow who stolen my plant can't get away.. unless he wanna sneak it under his shirt!

Another Stupid High key Audit

There willl be another High Key Audit from CAAS soon... and Tension is all around the office! Just becos we have to please those F***ing client of us, just becos we have to be Perfect - zero fault all of us have to standby checking and checking! That "samson'( aka old uncle) just don't understand. If you do everything correctly since day one, you don't have to get so tensed up right. What's the point of rusing into thing and cleaning backside last minute. Very sick of it, always like that, he will be barking at everybody!

Just now, I was so frustrated.. He think he is the General of the Troop! Ya, chinese Wayang Troup! There was this box which contain those refuelling chit, we keep it in case customer over billed, we can check, usually we will throw away like 1-2 month after. He saw the little box hiding in a corner, he ask if we wants it. If yes, sort it nicely and file. So i explained we won't keep it for long, there's no need to file nicely. In fact, usually we won't check. So leave it, I'm sure the CAAS officer won't check that, nothing involve with the orange A/C. Guess what, as usual, he try to act like he knows paper work, he said" u want it or not, just tell me you want it or not" walau.. I cannot tahan the way he talk like this so i did raised my voice and said " OK, LEAVE IT THERE AND I DO LATER" mind you, I'm actually doing the amendment of publication, which is 10x more important than those chits! Yet, he ask one of the guy to sort out the chit by Veh no and date then staple them together! Stupid work right! He knows nothing!

That teletubby & him are same kind! They act smart and think they are smart! Hello, I don't deny in certain area you may be a pro, but don't assume you are the best in everything. don't be a smart aleck!

Man Bashing

Q: What is the difference between men and puppies?
A: Puppies grow up.

Q: Why do men always have a stupid look on their faces?

A: Because they are.........

Q: What do men have in common with ceramic tiles?

A: Fix them properly once and you can walk all over them forever.

Q: Why did Moses wander in the desert for 40 years?

A: Because even then men wouldn't ask for directions.

Q: What is the difference between men and pigs?

A: Pigs don't turn into men when they drink....

Q: Why do men like smart women?

A: Opposites attract.

Q: What makes men chase women they have no intention of marrying?

A: The same urge that makes dogs chase vehicles they have no intention of driving.

Q: What did God say after he created man?

A: I can do better than this! And then HE created woman!!!!

Why Frog Have Big Eyes

Frogs have fairly good eyesight, which helps them in capturing food and avoiding any enemies. A frog's eyes bulge out so he can see in almost any direction. Frogs eyes are big because sight is their major sense that they use the most.

So, Dear Mxx.. the next time when you open your eyes and look at the files or document I'm giving you, plese open your BIg eyes and look thru before you comment that I always place my BF in the first page! I don't understand why must you pick on such minor stuff.. as a manager, I think you sure have better things to do! Once again, I stressed to you - Don't question my Professionalism! Work is Work! I can be "xiao xiao" but when I want to be serious, I can be damn bloody serious, so stop testing my patience or else I might just blurt out asking you " Why, you want to be my Priority is it" then it will be very malu for both of us!

Those Man Around Me - TODAY

First is my neighbour, he is so sweet.. It's their first year anniversary, he was full of plan.. he even intend to take half day leave just to accommodate his woman who was so damn busy with teaching and going for interview, preparing for interview. I guess he is excited and looking forward, but the "loss" in his eyes shown that he is pretty disappointed and tired of giving in, waiting, feeling of ~ So near.. yet so far... Quote what he say" Now I know it's so tiring to love someone.. compared been loved in all past relationship" sigh... meeting the wrong person at the wrong time...

Then this stupid MC king.. complaining of Toothache, okie, since i'm thinking of going to a dentist, I check the appointment for him too.. sekali.. guess what he say " huh.. today ah.. no lah.. I need some mental preparation too.. cannot just go like that.. must let me prepare first mah" Walau @#$% Who's the idiot who keeps on grumbling that he is in pain, who's the fella who was complaining dunno where to get cheap & good dentist! Go to Hell!

Then my dear BF who was supposed to go to SAB at 7.45, was still at home when i sms him at 8.10! Fine.. just when i went for my break, he came back to the office. Reason? Forget to bring his stamp! and being cheeky, he told them he's here to see me! aiyo.. so shy... so shiok! Then about 9.30, he called.. ask me to go to his locker and take his tag! Basket.. forget to bring his tag now! So I have to get someone to send it to him.

Okie, last but not least, my boss! He came down this morning, act busy, walk around messing with the paper behind me. Planning the roster to send my BF away.. can't wait only.. then while I was telling Tan that I better give a call to that batu, to make sure he is on his way to the canteen, cos i don't want to wait alone there. Guess what? My boss who was sitting at the cubicle next to me said " I can keep U accompany".. Hey.. look who's talking? I didn't invite him, in fact he is not in our list of invitation! That fatty burst into laughing! I think at that moment.. I blushed... So ended up 3 of us went for breakfast. oh ya, he told TP since i'm so happy when Tp on day shift, he ask TP if he wants to do permanent day! hahahaha.. he know lah.. TP is no threat lah.. hahaha.. Oops. My chinese star sign shows that i have to draw a line with superior who is close to me.. to avoid gossip.. so chun man...

My Star ~~ September

On the first day of the month you'll be impatient with someone who doesn't move very quickly. In fact, many aspects of your life will be frustrating because of stagnant situations. Expect change and variety on September 3 and 4. Secrets and hidden matters may come to light after September 6. The Moon in your sign on September 7 and 8 will increase your confidence and enthusiasm for life - and your love life will heat up, too. A lucky day on September 8 will bring you closer to your dreams. A New Moon Solar Eclipse in Virgo on September 11 will encourage you to examine details and take your time on projects for a few weeks. Watch for negative emotions and self-limiting thoughts on September 15 and 16, especially with regard to relationships. Be realistic about others and try to see things clearly without wishful thinking. You'll be hopeful and optimistic on September 17 and 18. Try to be honest and not manipulative on September 21 to 23 to avoid problems. It will be hard to express your feelings for a few days beginning on September 20. You won't be sure where you stand with someone you admire. Perhaps you need to let them get down off that pedestal. A Full Moon in Aries on September 26 will give you an added boost of energy. Watch out for pointless arguments with someone stubborn on September 28. You may not know the whole story and will end up wasting your energy.

Love
You certainly did plenty of good things in your past life, so it follows naturally that you deserve plenty of romantic rewards in this life. The good news is that the rewards you have been hoping to reap are coming your way this month as planetary energy heats up as the summer gradually cools down. An exciting spark that flared up earlier in the summer is flaring up again for another look. With a more cautious, mindful, yet excited eye, consider taking another look yourself. This is the comic opportunity you've been waiting for. Take it.

The Cursed Ring

I have this ring from someone special ( he was one. .at least many many years back). I found it in one of my carton box last friday. Since i'm on half day leave, i thought i wanna do some sorting and cleaning of my cupboard, and there I found that ring. It's a small gold ring with diamond, I like it very much, but can't recall why it ended up in the box? So I put it on my finger and it brings back lots of sweet/bitter memories. Okie, what is over is over.. No turning back!

I went Bedok on saturday to return some books. I walked pass this man ( back facing me) who was busy on the phone.. the back view and voice was so familiar and my heart was pounding, It's HIM, someone whom i longed to see.. I Freaked out.. I dare not even stop and say hi, the thought of running away striked me.. and i doubled up my steps and "run off" from him. I think he didn't see me, if he did, I'm sure he will talk to me and stop me from running away ( unless he still hates me, he still can't forgive me) . I just want to know that he is fine, I don't want to and I don't see the need to talk. Frankly speaking, I panicked.. real panicked and only thing in my mind was - run.. run away from him, don't let him see you.. run!

While on my way to meet my hubby, i walk past this teenage girl, whom i found familar, Yes, Bingo! I saw her mum too..( she saw me, obviously) She is the Wife of "that" man. Well, I can still see & feel the hatred in her eyes.. Maybe she have told the daughter.. "that woman was the slut who took away your dad", maybe HE will tell the girl " Your name was given by that lady, whom always said she like the name for her daughter" Maybe.. maybe.. Oh gosh.. I think the ring was cursed.. Must be.. it's been so many years and why all of a sudden all of them appear.. why....

That is no words which can well describe you!

Sucks Sucks Sucks.. To think i'm actually so touched by your arrangement yesterday! To think i was telling people that you are okay.. hmm.. just a bit too Frank, too out spoken, too direct, but you are still overall quite-a-nice-person!

Yet.. you tested my patience this morning! Sucks! First you ask me to check who is the fella who use the duty phone to call oversea, and you suspect it my "BF"! Okay, suay suay i've check it's him who was on duty for that particular 3 days you mentioned. Well, not trying to defend him or anything, but that duty phone is there, anybody can just take and use. So what if it's calling Australia and HK... even if it's so co-incident he went Macau last month, at least you should ask him before you jump into conclusion.. oh ya, I've forgotten that you are damn bl**dy frank!

Then it's the issue on the printing or some item for the guys, hello, it's your man who started all these, speak to him, anyway he is so closed with the AGM, he might just bypass you and get the approval straightaway and I know you will be pissed.. but so what! I know you offer to sponsor $$ to support them, that doesn't mean you can call the shot! They have come up with the colours, they are not asking for your opinion mind you, so why must you act as if you are the Top Designer from paris and pin-pointing the colours and design.. Busybody!

Ya, I ENJOYED my lunch so much, Thank you very much!but why bother? IT HAS GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU; whether I eat or I starve to death! You are JUST my boss, that doesn't mean you are fully control of ME! Don't you bother if I'm taking half day leave or not, ya boy.. if i'm going PP again, we can go & have Prawn noodle.. Ya.. YOU CAN GO AHEAD WITHOUT ME! Stop cursing me, I don't only apply half day to see doctor, mind you!

MG - you are Really INCORRIGIBLE @#%&*^

Jealousy

1. jealous resentment against a rival, a person enjoying success or advantage, etc., or against another's success or advantage itself.

2. mental uneasiness from suspicion or fear of rivalry, unfaithfulness, etc., as in love or aims.

3. vigilance in maintaining or guarding something.

4. a jealous feeling, disposition, state, or mood.


A competent and self-confident person is incapable of jealousy in anything. Jealousy is invariably a symptom of neurotic insecurity. Lazurus Long

Don't waste your time on jealousy. Sometimes you're ahead; sometimes you're behind. The race is long and in the end, it is only with yourself.

In jealousy there is more of self-love, than of love to another. Duc De La Rochefoucauld

Stupid Sex maniac

Had lunch with Jen. Was talking about the molest case happened near my estate. To my surprised, she met a Flasher last month, Yes! F.L.A.S.H.E.R<> person, esp. a man, who exposes the genitals suddenly, and usually briefly, in public> She was carrying 2 bags of groceries on her hand and as they were so heavy, she decided to park at the level 3 of the carpark, which will link to her flat. She gets into the lift, press her floor no and the door closed. The lift door opened at 5th floor, she assume someone is coming, hence she struggle to press the button. She waited for about 10 seconds, no sign, no show of anyone, and the door closed. Just as the door was closing, she saw a man naked, stroking his "birdie"! Sucks right.. The pervert, I guessed must have did it many times, becos the timing was so good that he is able to do the funny trick without been seen! Yes.. She didn't get to see his face at all. The angle was pre-set by that pervert, so well that his face was hide away! Jen was so angry and made a police report immediately. As usual, the police said they will patrol the area more often. So that pervert we assume is still hanging around at Bedok Reservoir View..

Secret unfold

Last nite, I don't know why I've decided to tell my Hubby about a long time secret kept in me. I've never told anyone, not even my own family member. He is the first one to know. This secret have been in me for more that 25 years.. wow.. time flies.

I thought i'll feel sad or even burst out crying after saying it out, yet I didn't. Perhap it's been so many years and I'm living happily after the incident. Perhap I was too young then.. But i remembered so clearly what had happened and I can even recall the colour of my clothing too. It's so clear yet I'm able to take it so well, it's a miracle! The only moment when i found my eyes wet was after telling my hubby, he hold my hand and give me a pat on my hand, he said " It's over, forget about the unhappiness, don't think about it anymore, It's over".

Yes.. It's over.. We all have to move on! It had happened so many years ago, there is no way we can turn back the clock, so why brood over it. Tomorrow will be better!

Be Yourself

Sometime it's easier said than done! It will be more comfortable to be ourselves rather than having to "act" as someone just becos you need to match your status. It's not as if you are the President or the Prime Minister and you have an image to maintain. So why be a stranger to yourself?

I think He is not one whom his friends thought he was. That explains why they were so shocked when I told them about what he did, say and think. Hey.. I don't made all these up, I have proofs and evident. Surprised! Let's not guess why is he hiding his true self, perhap he is really what his friend had always thought, just happened to be "cursed' or kena "black magic" that's why he is a changed person. Why bother to dig? We are friends, we just want him to be happy, so it doesn't matter if he act decent or he is real decent. Most of us are Two-sided person, we tends to hide something in us, so it's alright.. I'm ok to accept you as a friend even though i know you are hiding something.. It's alright! Just be yourself, you don't have to change to adapt me.

oh ya, Thanks for the offer just now, but you know I won't wanna go with you, shy lah! But I really appreciates your proposal just now. I had a wonderful lunch! Thank you!

It's that song again...

It's that song again.. last evening i heard that song from the radio, it still triggers me and all of a sudden our chatting just end. He thought i like this song.. He said it's very "chum/ sad" (that's him, usually he is very straightforward or his way of frank, don't expect anything nice from his mouth) Well.. I didn't bother to explain, why should I? It has got nothing to do with him & we are not even Close friend I wonder what will he think if I said this is a song between me and a Man, someone who used to hide in a small corner inside my heart.. chay.. who knows, the whole world might know about it the next day!

Anyway, don't side track.. back to the topic.. I was worried that the song will affect me , so I've actually keep it away from my HP, and it's very rare that local radio play this song, since it's a japanese song.. sekali.. and to make thing worst, I dreamt of him last night. Those good old days when we were alway smiling and those scene when we were always side by side, either munching on our favourite tibit or gossiping . The scene when he ask me " You miss me?"

Sigh... those were the days.. It's mean Nothing now.. It will never be the same, we stopped smiling.

DON'T INSULT MY PROFESSIONALISM

Before After

How can you said I'm being biase or play favouritism? How can you ask that kind of stupid question " hey, I wonder how you sort the doc? By alphabetical order, or by favoritism"! Walau! **&%$#@ This document was prepare by our dear uncle cha cha, how the he** I know why he sorted my "so-call boyfriend's" name to be the first! Hello, there must be a reason why he did it, I repeat… NOT ME! Okay, you are the boss you call the shot, if you wanna over-ride uncle cha cha, by all mean. In fact, I know you will, that's why that batu give the "CHEEKY" smile on his face! We know you too well.. Ended up.. See.. Look at the before and after.. What's the diff man! He is still the first!

Talk about the BBQ. Thanks for reminding me. If I wanna go, I'll go there by myself, you don't have to tell me. You know it's so inconvenient for me to go to that ulu place, ha.. thanks for offering the ride. You expect me to sit down in the office and wait for you to get ready at 7pm? Gila..Sorry, I have my program on Friday. You can go and enjoy yourself!

Will you Marry Me????

Hahaha.. Yes.. I said that in an email to Jacques! Hahaha.. he will fall from his chair after reading my mail! all becos of an aunty who worked with us many years back. All this while, they have a feeling that I will be Mrs Marly! I'm really surprised when she said that. Trying to recall.. DID.. we ever do any thing inapproriate? Have I ever send any wrong message to them? No lah.. we might be close, but not to the extend of marrying him.Hmmm.. there was time when He have that kind of thought.. he wanna be mine.. he wanna take care of me.. but being a gentleman, he didn't wanna put me in a difficult position and we ended up becoming very closed friend, like ~~~ soul mate! I know he will always be there for me and I will be there for him too.

It's just the wrong timing. Chinese believe something call~~ FATE.. we were just not fated to be husband & wife but we are Friends Forever!

" Love is rarer than genius itself. And friendship is rarer than Love"

So disappointed

Sigh... There he is drawing up the Perfect proposal to someone whom he don't get to see for the last 10 days.. Oops.. i should say it will be more than 15 days.. Why?? He just rec'd an sms from her that she won't be able to keep him accompany on his coming off days. She needs 2 FULL day to prepare for her coming interview on Tuesday! "_"

I can feel the disappoinment in him.. This couple is kinda Weird. Not as if they have been dating for 2o years.. and they get bore. it's not even One year and they were so cold.. i don't see the "sparkles" in them being a newly dating couple. Something is very wrong with the woman.. I'm sorry if I hurt you by saying "Think twice of the proposal, Think twice if you wanna be with her" You deserve someone better..

Love & Marrriage

" A student ask a teacher, "what is love ?" The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the padi field and choose the biggest padi and come back. But the rule is: you can go throught them only once and cannot turn back to pick." The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big padi,but he wonders....may be there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is a even bigger one waiting for him. Later, when he finished more than half of the padi field, he start to realise that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw, heknow he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted !!!! So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand. The teacher told him, "...this is love... you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realise, you have already miss the person...." " What is marriage then ?" the student asked. The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is: you can go throught them only once and cannot turn back to pick. " The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the teacher. The teacher told him, "this time you bring back a corn....you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get.... this is marriage."

Sharing...

Happiness is a Healthy Mental Attitude, a Grateful Spirit, A Clear Conscience, and a Heart full of L.O.V.E

LEAVE ME ALONE~~~~ Can Can???

Can you just LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!

Walau.. Can you imagine i'm enjoying myself reading magazine and listening to song but the stupid phone keep ringing.. Same caller and each time the conversation only last less than 30 sec.. halo.. why can't you just tell me what you want and stop disturbing me. You know i really treasure the moment without my old uncle nagging next to me.. why do you wanna spoil my day! Why don't you just stay where you are and stop coming down. It's very sickening.. Finally i've finished all my payroll and billings and i've got a nice magazine from the guys, can't you just leave me alone..

ST Taiji Training School

I really can’t stand the woman from our HR dept! She is really a Sensitive Taiji Master! Last week she felt that my manager was "scolding" her via email, I’m not siding anyone, but I don’t share the same sentiment. She is so sensitive, is it becos woman with her type of unique voice tends to behave like that, she is so good, she can even sense tones by looking at the alphabets. Okay, anyway that doesn’t concern me at all.
Just now, we were talking about some issue on Pass application, it’s suppose to be HR job to liase with the pass office, yet our dear friend say ask my manager to check it out since we are so near! Aiyo.. really too much right. Anyway, I passed the message to him and guess what… he shoot an email saying if anything she can always refer to him and stop calling me and expect me to settle her problem! Aiyo.. so man hor… bunch of jokers.. can’t you guys just get the work done and don’t waste time on arguing.. Gila..
I think he too did it on purpose, it’s proven that he is one who bears grudges.. die die lah she..
Then I email someone in charge of stationery, again.. that woman also don’t understand my email and question me my question! Not Answering my question! So I commented why XX engrg woman all like that ( Oops.. I’m one of them) yet my dear boss said " No you should say the 4th Floor woman.. why include yourself in) hahahahahahaha

It's ain't easy to press the delete button but I Did IT!

Guess I've straightened out those thoughts.. I've finally decided that there is no need to save the smses in my phone, the no in my phone, so I don't see the needs to blog the smses.. If I really wanna forget about the particular man, I should have a clean cut with him, nothing else from him.. If i still put the smses in my blog, i know down the road i can still come back and read what's between us, I don't see the point to do so.. not after so many things have happened. So I've pluck up the courage to press the [Delete] button to edit my blog..

No more smses, No more message, No more ME & HIM.

Hey.. I'm not a slut..

I went dinner with Jen last sat. After the dinner we went to Starbuck for a coffee session. As usual, some catching up to do. She will be taking up a new role in her coy, a sales & marketing task, I hope she will do well and my advice for her~~ Have high EQ, since she is taking the challenge, must not complain. Work is always the only issue for her, other than that she is looking forward for her trip to Korea.
We had a very funny conversation. I can only conclude that even my best friend misunderstood me.. all these while.. But I really dunno how to clarify and explain the situation to people, guess I’m tired of explaining, since it’s not true, then just Boh Chap!

Jen - Hey, I realised hor, everytime when there is a man in your life, be it schooling time or working time, I see the same problem in you leh"
Me - "WHAT"
Jen - " hmm.. you remember our dear Mr Ho? I still remember all of us call you [ Mrs HO] hahaha, instead of monitress. You were quite close with him right? Btw hor.. it’s been so long, tell me lah, were you with him before?"
Me - " HUH… You xiao ah.. don’t have lah.. not what you guys think ok.. guess he is comfortable with me, I’m ok with All the guys.. and that’s it! Oh ya, I’m just suay lor, seems like I have the tendency of getting rumours with men whom I’m closed with.
Jen - ya lah.. Mrs Marly.. That lady melissa was so upset after you join the coy. Jia lat lah you, always upset those ladies around you.
Me – Halo.. She’s the one who spoil tha market.. no doubt, Jacques is biased at time, and same thing goes to Mr Ho, I just dunno why they tends to side me, but those girls have a part to play too, they were the ones who made mistakes and ok lor.. take it as I know how to take cover and protect myself, but at least I know I’ve never sabo them, that’s what you know. And why I don’t have problem with you? So I think problems lies on them! You tink I like all these ah..
Jen – Suay lah..
Sigh… quote what my Lup said he sees that I’m always close to Man with Power ( hahaha).. no lah, he don’t mean to be sarcastic.. in fact he is VERY Sarcastic.. The problems lies with my friendiness.. Guys are comfortable with me and that’s why people beside me might not be comfortable, but why bothers.. Adik.. you don’t laugh.. cos you too.. that’s what my lup said… We were both Nice people.. we listen…

Maybe that's why Mrs Chan hates me.... Though there is really nothing between the 2 of us.. But who cares...