I've just finished cleaning the WHOLE house! No joke!

Those who know me well enough would know -------Something is not right! Cos' I ONLY clean the house / do household chores when I'm feeling DOWN......
Yes.. Very down and depressed.. But I'll be fine after sweating out! I'm seriously considering if I should go for a few rounds______________ jogging!

It's Christmas Again

Wow.. before we know, it's X'mas again and soon it will be New year, chinese new year & etc... how times have fly!

What have I done in 2007? I really dunno, Guess I just spend each day blindly, I didn't achieve anything and by the time I realised, 2007 is finishing in a week's time.

"Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment".

Hahaha.. like real.. I would be lying if I say I have no dreams for the future, but I dare not say it out, worrying that dreams will not come true if I did. I'm a greedy woman, I wants to have many many things in life, if possible I want to have EVERYTHING.... which I know it's impossible....

"Wisdom is the light by day and Right mindfulness is the protection by night. If a man lives a pure life nothing can destroy him; If he has conquered greed nothing can limit his freedom"

I wished I will and I can conquered greed, but I'm just human, I know I'll be happier if i did and I won't be feeling down should I not get what I wanted.

Anyway, like I alway said " Tomorrow will be better" and I should be grateful to eveything I've got and for knowing that people out there were all angels to me!

Hello...

Example of answering/calling :

• Hello?
• Hellooooooo
• Halo?
• Way?
• Wayyyyyyyy....
• HELLO?
• Ni hao..

Anyway who cares how and what he say.. so long as i know the call is for me, i don't care if he hi,ha,halo or way... he can say anything he want. My lup was so "upset" sigh.. does all married man behave SOooooo sensitively? The moment he came down from the other office, he ask if my boss called for me asking about EOB.. see.. he specified EOB cos that's the last word he overheard when that fellow call me. YES he did, why??? what happened? Oh... no lah.. then this fellow give me that cheeky look on his face.. Never mind, i know he can't hide for long, he will soon tell me about it.

Then my boss came.. next to me, i need to ask him something, so i call his name lah, i say " Mxxxxxx! He answered : Hmmmmmmm.....Waulah eh... My lup cannot tahan lah, burst into laughter lah.. I also don't understand why so i continue my conversation with him. Ok, done so i turn to Lup and ask WHAT's Wrong with you??? He answered " Hmmmm..." walauh.. pervert! So now then i know why he can't tahan lah.. it's the way that fellow call and talk to me lah, he say it's different from how he behave to others. Xiao.. i've heard him calling the Mamasan from SAB, also like that lah. That stupid Lup actually ask me to try calling his name a few more times to prove that he is right! If i really did that, I'll be CRAZY!

Hair dryer

This morning while i was getting Ah cai to sign some forms, he suddenly said " You very rush today meh? " Huh? " you didn't blow dry your hair, see still wet. Or is it becos the weather too wet, got vapor?" Ah? Hahahaha... wahlau like that also noticed and to think he actually come up with his very own stupid explanation! Anyway, how to blow dry when i don't even have a hair dryer at home? Hahaha.. so malu, only adik and my lup lup know how many appliances i have at home lah! In fact, I prefer to dry my hair in the most environmental friendly way hence i don't see the need to have a hair dryer at home.

I was so hungry.... luckily Ah Mi say he is getting breakfast becos Shabbir say since ah cai is here, he DO NOT wanna get deported back, so he is not going for his breakfast - with me! sigh... see.. that's what we call friends! Never mind, I still got Mario & Mi.

That irritating, sickening pervert!

Ah.. I spoke to my best friend about her ex.. i tink she knows him best. She said the excuse he gave me was bullshit!( he say becos the man he hated was my bro, so he is taking revenge on me, since there is NO WAY he can ever take revenge on him) . She said probably becos he knows that woman likes him, so he purposely wanna show off to her that he is "HOT" - oh gosh... MY FOOT!

He is really irritating lor.. when i step into the office, he was giving me that irritating look, i told him straight on the face i feel like slapping him. I try not to talk to him unnecessary, I don't want people to spread about me and him. Yucks.. he will be the last man on earth i wanna be link with man.. ! Choy.. suay ah.. He's sicked lor, so i tot i better tell my friend before things got into her ears and I don't wanna lost a friend becos of the 2 idiots. I tink they made a good pair. Luckily my friend trusted me and even Rick, he too, commented that she is being childish. I hope she will give him face and not spread to anyone, or else i really dunno where to hide, halo.. come on lah, I got taste leh... though my hubby is not handsome, but i always felt he is SO SO SO much better than him.. for sure!

I told him, by hook, by crook i want her to keep her mouth shut! Since he started the fire, he have to find ways to stop it. Just now ah cai ask why today he didn't come down to the line, and i told him " he better stop coming, the look of him irks me!" " ah why" aiya, you don't wanna know lah, I hope i don't have to tell you one day lah, arrr.. play carom and don't talk abt him lah"

I really hope he will do something about it.

Kenya Minister at risk of been deported home!

Hahahha.. that's the joke of the day! Reason been the Kenya Minister was seen having breakfast with me! hahaha.. that critic just couldn't stop teasing him. That's not the end, becos of the heavy breakfast, i didn't go for my lunch, he too.. so when i went up to the office, i tot i wanna get some snacks for myself, so i bought him a cup of tea and decided to share with him the snack. When i return back to my office, my dear ah cai was there, he saw me with a few plastic bag on hand and 2 cups of drink, guess what.. he said " hey, so many cup, must be for shabbir lah" wahlaueh.. but how to deny when it's true! hahaha.. Again.. poor Shabbir... that critics and controller couldn't stop teasing him again, they even warn him, 1 was sent to SAB, might be deported back to Australia, he will be the next on list. >*_*<

Oh ya, then while i'm eating half way, ah cai ask me to eat faster and play carom with him.. of course i lost lah.. but i manage to win critic by one game.. of course he doesn't wanna admit, he told controller that "ah cai" who was sitting next to me give him hard stares, so he have to give chance.. basket.. it's not true lah!

I still can't face him..

Last sunday i went over to katong, contribute my bit and do what i'm suppose to do. In fact i think we are even earlier than people who are supposed to be there, aka committee member. The moment when we reached, while waiting for the parking lot, i saw that man get down from the cab.. again, so chun.. always like that.. last week too, out of the blue i wanna dropby, moment when i get down the car, he too.. sigh.. suay...

Anyway, he greeted me before i even say "hi" to him.. i wished i can be "natural" a bit, but i just can't, in fact i wanna "siam" very much which i doubt so, how big is that place, sure get to see him. Anyway, he waited until i finish my stuff, chit chatting with some new aquaintance then he walk to me, ask if i'm free for a drink. How to turn down when i'm not doing anything, just sitting down, shaking legs. So i excuse myself from the group, & walks toward him, sekali the aquaintance said " your lao gong ask you to go back is it" sigh... NO! He is not my lao gong.

Of course i know what he wanna say.. forget about the past, erase off those thing you are not shiok about, tell me what's bothering you or upsets you? why aren't you coming back to us, you can be honest to me, tell me what's wrong and blah blah blah.. I just know, I just knew he gonna say all these! What surprised me was he said " I read your blog everyday, it's good and i can see all your effort, guess there's some misunderstanding somewhere"

Where got so much misunderstanding my dear Mr Chan. I felt peaceful and happier not mixing too much with hyprocrites, I just wanna be alone, i just wanna get out of all these mess. Don't bother to tell me about the great plans you all have, I'm really not interested. I'm happy as it is now and say no more. Most importantly, we better cut our conversation, so many pairs of eyes spying on me, I hate that kind of feeling. I think they find me a threat, i dunno why, don't ask me. Don't you think it's great, I'm happier when i'm out of all these shit, and they are happier when they don't see me, isn't it wonderful for all of us. ( i wonder why ppl can be so faked, when you are somebody, everyone trys to bodeh you, but when you are out of the pic, no one bothers to even say hi! but who cares.. I don't even look at them! U wanna be ya! I'm even more yaya)

Appreciates everything and nice word you have done/say to me.